| 2009 "Didn't you love me faster than the devil? Run me straight into the ground drowning deep inside your waters Drowning deep inside your sound." |
Chpter 4: Hold OnWith aversion this distortion came so swiftlyChpter 4: Hold On
Jonathan had fallen asleep by the time they had gotten back to the apartment near the studio. Munky carried him upstairs and placed him in his bed, removing his coat and shoes. Fieldy came into the room with a glass of soda and handed it to Munky. He took it, sipping a little bit and then placed it down by the nightstand.
"He'll be alright man. Don't worry too much."
"But…I've got to. I mean, he's my friend and …"
And so much more. The thought echoed in his head.
"…and everything. I promised to protect him and th
Counting L4t3I'm not always there for the sunrise but I'm always there for the sunset.Counting L4t3
I cut myself today To show the words that I could not say You were there watching me scream I was there wishing that this was all a dream I screamed all of my pain Until my lungs collapsed from being insane You were there counting from one to ten As you all watched while my wrists split across the skin The hurt just seemed to seep out
As I figured that this is what life's about People say not to go looking for it But all their words is a bunch of bullshit Even if you don't go looking f
Drowning AgainYeah go ahead and keep hiding Its alright not to face the fact The fact of what has been done You can't undo itDrowning Again
I can't undo it Whats done is done So come out of your hole Quit your avoidance Confront me face to face As I have done. As I had to sit and hold myself together While I was breaking down While I was crying on the other side
You could not hear me As I disguised my voice the best I could As I kept a smile on til the very end Even as your words were stabbing me in the chest Even as the blows from your bullshit was hitting
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FatigueI promised myself that I would not weep Another promise I couldn't keep I let him get the best of me Let him kill me again softly He knows there's no hope He knows there's no chance There will never be another chance there To fuck me up not once, not even twice Nothing remains there that's suffice I promised myself that I would not cry Even though the person inside me has already died He keeps coming around and back Even though he knows its futile cuz he lacks Everything. I don't feel that way anymore It's just more pain for me to abhor Thinking abFatigue
| [Insert Generic stuff] So I'm that girl that people hate, that one girl who sits in the back of class with her headphones on and dreaming myself into another world. That one girl who has no one to call her own nor have to 'love' but learns that I don't need. That in time its a bunch of BS and drama  I'm that one girl whom you see with the sleeves rolled up not afraid to show her scars after all, thats what makes this girl me today..Well, I like metal music, drawing, writing poetry & so on. I'm currently working on drawing WWE divas and TNA knockouts and anime ones and Slipknot ones Possibly various other bands like Randy from Lamb of God:3 (SIC) INSANE-Am I the only motherfucker with a brain? I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain How many times have you wanted to kill EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING? You say you will but you never do YOU CANT SEE CALIFORNIA WITHOUT MARLON BRANDON'S EYES ITS ALL IN MY HEAD ITS ALL IN YOUR HEAD! Who the fuck are you? FUCK YOU! I felt the hate rise up in me kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see inside my shell I WAIT AND BLEED FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! SPIT IT OUT! It's hard to stay between the lines of skin just cuz I have nerves doesn't mean that I can feel, I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway just let the blood run red because I cant feel. Biding my time until the time is right. ITS TIME Someone beside me, Everyone against me, One more Two more everyone wants more Inside the places that I hide from you I want to see you splayed before me you are the only one that I would rather see...Dead before me YOU WANT IT YOU NEED IT I WANNA DIE I'D RATHER DIE People = Shit I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound! Your impossible ego fuck is like a megolomanical tab on my tounge you fucking touch me I will rip you apart I'll reach in and take a bite outta that shit you call a heart. I don't mind being odiguled ridiculed made to feel miniscule, but if you consider the source it's kinda pitiful the only thing you really know about me is...that's all you'll ever know!! I KNOW WHY YOU PLAGUE ME! I KNOW WHY YOU PLAGUE YOURSELF! I'm turning it around I wanna understand why But I'm hurting myself I haven't seen alot of reasons to stop it I CAN'T JUST DROP IT I'm just a bastard but at least I admit it AT LEAST I ADMIT IT! What do you need to see? You feel the impact? Gotta retract everybody get back! How does it feel to be the New Abortion? the only generation to suffer EXTORTION!? Everywhere I look is like they know Their fingerprints are hidden by control This is where the line is drawn see? YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME! Gently my mind escapes into the relaxing world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take my mind off the reality of my life...life as i know it now Yes I will stay here for a while for I need the break..THIS MODE IS INCREDIBLE ITS OUTTA THIS WORLD TOO BAD I MUST ALWAYS LEAVE IT...But that's life. Relax its over you belong to me I fill your mouth with dirt.. I push my fingers into my eyes its the only thing that stops the ache, if the pain goes on IM NOT GONNA MAKE IT! So break yourself against my stones and spit your pity in my soul, you never needed any help you only sold out to save yourself and I wont listen to your shame, You ran away you're all the same, Angels lie to keep control Oh my love was punished long ago, if you still care don't ever let me know :thumb118925893: |
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You don't even know the danger you're facing..
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You're relaxed, You're Sublime, You're amazing
You don't even know the danger you're facing..
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Ever have one of those days where you just feel happy to be alive?
Once. It was a tuesday.
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